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The lack of updates are mostly due to quiz and the many project commitments required after the chinese new year break.
I’ve had some nice experiences this period, but recent happenings have once again made me wonder about.. humans and how different every one of us is.
We all have layers, and wear masks we think are appropriate given the situation. I am no exception.
I’ve met a master, so good that i’m not sure which are the masks and which is the real being.

It’s amazing how someone can be smiling at you, chatting heartily with you, laughing along with you.. but inside they think of you as walking rubbish bins.
I thought you’re a nice person. Generous, gregarious even.
Why is that for you, the opposite of love has to be hate?
Why do you think such mean things of some of us? Are you a superior race, having superior genes? Whatever did those you think so little of did that offended your royal highness??
Is having a sense of belonging wrong? What happened to “friendship”? Is there some sort of tribunal one has to go through before being allowed into your sacred inner circle?
I’m sorry, but i’ve always thought you were the “tour guide” for our group. Or was it a one time only promotion? Was it wrong to look for you for direction? Oh, i’m sorry, am i being a spineless jelly thats clinging onto you in a disgusting manner?
IF you didnt want to share your special plans with the rest of us, the spineless jelly, the ones who didnt make it into your hip, funny, special group, maybe you could have told us earlier? Or are you being irresponsible by leaving the rest of us out of your plans and clueless with no direction? Oh, i’m sorry, the irresponsible ones are the spineless jelly beings who cant think for themselves and have to cling onto you.
Oh, you couldnt get back to us because your hp got problem? maybe it’s a good idea to change the bloody phone? Or does all your phones have auto filters that are selective to what you want to see and hear?
and i realise i’m upset because i treated you as a friend.
Mikuru and her red bunny suit fits the theme nicely




abandoned

crab hell

meet the family

found in NIE..

anvil cloud

rain

gloom

chance of sunshine, hope

..my kind of girl.
heard on 97.2fm on a bus while making my way home:
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
